Story kali ni-whats on my mind

Assalamualaikum...

So merujuk kepada tajuk tuhh...yg kat atas tuhh laa..there's a lot of things in my mind lately....xkira lah its berkaitan dengan organ (hati) or life or things or apa2 aja...hese things been running in my head...its not a big thing but macam takda exit ...ada ja yg memanin dlm otak nih...

So lets go one-by-one...something yg berkaitan dgn hati nihh...nak kata terasa pun ada nak kata rindu pun ada nak kata marah...memang sah2 laada kan..hehe..
I donnt know how it work actually..here's the situation some...ya ada laa org yg boring then tiba2 datang tegur..sembang2 gelak2 merapu...and they just come to me when they feel BORED ....ya tu sangat menyedihkan...but that's the fact..they just cari me when they're bored...but when I'm the one yg bored do they ada for me..???? it's a big NO for that...memang takda nya...kadang rasa dipergunakan pun ada ..ditinggalkan pun ada...haihhh I do say that I'll do anyhing to make my friends happy...but I wanna be happy to..bukan nak mintak balasan for what I did ka apa just want they to be here..when I need them....entah laa..maybe I'm just tempat untuk org yg boring hilang kan penyakit boring diaorg tu laaa kot...That is why I've created my own hobby ...created things that I can do ALONE...ya ALONE..lagi sakit bila ada kawan tapi macam tak da..memang I always said 'ehh takda hal laa...tak kesah pun'...but hakikatnya...alahh biar la maybe they're busy kan...I can't be selfish ..nak org ada jee selalu with me ....even u guys ada jauh but I want to feel like u guys dekat jaa with me...dahh macam FOREVERALONE pun ada ..hahaaa okay...ubah topikk!!

LIFE...semakin hari dah semakin dekat tarikh result SPM  naj keluar...nak kata berdebar tu mesti lah ada...tipu lahh klu kata takda rasa apa langsung....rasa excited pun ada...rasa takut pun ada...rasa rindu lagiii lah..rindu dengan kawan2 semua..sekarang dah jarang jumpa..ada yang duduk jauh..ada yg duduk dekat tp tak jumpa..semua just waiting for the day to come so we cant be together again...and so...We're planning to spend a whole day together....tapi nak p pmana tak tau lahh...but didn't tell my parents yet about this...nevermind later boleh bagitau...

Things...things yg entah apa apa jugak..takda yg specific...mcm everythijng mixed up and mashed up..hahaa dah macam mashed potato dah..takda lahh...maybe nih just perasaan berdebar tu kot...even tak rasa sangat but sikit effect my thinking..hahaa

So now I've improve my 'reading-novel-skill' hahaa ..I take 2 hari suku tu finish a novel that I've pinjam kat ilie...tebal kot...the first malay book yg tebal and berjaya dihabiskan

so I think thats all ...merapu ja banyak..

TTFN

-Everythng will come to you when the rite time come..so don't be worry coz Allah knows the best for us .. ;)

Hanya kisah

Assalamualaikum...

Its not to let to say welcome February rite..so Hello February...

Okay back to the topic..sebanarnya I am sooooo damn bored n tired of life after school nihh...sakitt kepala..haiiyoo..

Actually I can't wait for this 20 March 2014... hari result SPM kitaorg Batch 96 keluar...urghhh I'm getting sick of everything...it start from tempat kerja..ada kuarterst pekerja hotel ..then ada lah pulak golongan yg suka kacau2 org nih..serius I really hate this kind of people...kadang2 I wish that ada sorg hamba Allah yg aku kenal datang ala2 super hero so dia boleh jdi penyelamat keadaan..tapi it just a wish yg tak pernah came true pon..seddddihhh betol...

+ ada workers kat sini yg sama jugak jenis yg suka kacau org nih tapi puak lain ahh dari budak2 hotel nihh.. memang rasa mcm nak lari ja everytime diaorg datang..they really pissing me off..

I really hope dapat result cepat2 n dapat offer study cepat2 so that I can feel free sikit dari manusia2 macam nihh..n so that I can explore the world n berdikari..


okay thats all TTFN..assalamualaikum

-Dont hope too much,dont give too much,dont love too much,dont hate too much...coz one day things will be opposite to all of those.. ;-)

Welcome to grownup world!! ^_____^

Assalamualaikum...

So merujuk kepada tittle kali nih...ya welcome...haha actualy  being a grownup (evethough tak 18 tahun lagi) was tough..but fun...so lets go one-by-one la ehhh

First the tough part..tough bila most of the things kita kena buat sendiri..n kena belajar lot I mean TONS of new things...pasal driving..people...n lot more

Move to the fun part...of coz bila dah kerja dapat gaji...so yeayh gaji dah dapat boleh la shopping ..tapi kena ingat jugak save sikit for the future kan..hehe
So the another fun part is bila driving best laaa eventhought kena marah ..tapi marah tu untuk bg pandai kan...I really love buat yg part bukit tu...yes enjin ada mati like lebih dri 10 kali...but tak kena marah coz ckgu tu in a good mood hri nih...so it was great...hhaha even my mom macam tak caya I can drive on my own...hahaa

okay thats all for now..

-preapare to meet mcm2 jenis org in future n face it on my own...hehe InsyaaAllah boleh..

GTG assalamualaikum

New year ! New place ! New people ! New Experience ! n New ..??

Assalamualaikum..

So I think its not to late nak ucap "Selamat Tahun Baru" (even hari ni dh 13th) hehe.. Actually I've been busy sebab dah start kerja kan..well

Kerja aku its kinda biasa2 jaa..tapi best..sebab dapat belajar tons of new things yg sebelum nih tak pernah amik kesah pon...It was great ! Bos yg sempoi.. n ada akak2 + abg2 yg sporting..+ I got to meet mcm2 jenis orang..with mcm2 jenis perangai.... penat ?? tak da la sangat lebih banyak masa utk online laa tgk movie dlm laptop lahh.. tgk drama dekat Tonton lagi.. Enjoy ja.. nmpk mcm takda kerja kan.. ? time ada kerja buat lah...time takda kitaorg kat sini diberi kelonggaran to do anything we want ...Awesome akk ? hahaa

Okay so setakat sekarang nih takda la rasa stress sangat ka apa kan...My dearest 5ST ?... diaorg kerja...ada yg dah 2 kali tukar ..ada yg baru mula ..ada yg tak kerja..ada jugak yg kerja with me which is Bob !! yeayy ! atleast ada kawan kan.. but still miss all those moment dgn 5ST n cikgu2...tapi nak buat mcm mna.. kami dah habis skolah..setakat nak melawat tu boleh laa... Takpa2...One day nanti we'll be together again n spending time sama2...

Pasal lesen kereta...Im on my way  ^___^ ... first time bawak kereta hari tu kena marah dgn ckgu sebab lambat putar stereng..Nvm mistake makes perfect aight ?.. InsyaaAllah before dapat result nih I can drive on my own...

Kawan baru buat masa sekarang belum ada lagi...just kawan sekerja saja..but its a good start sebab dekat sini boleh jumpa ramai org...so boleh la improve my communication skills kan..

Pasal 'old stuf ' udah ditinggalkan jauh2.. cari lain..hahaa takda maknanya nak cari2 nih..better tunggu sampai "dia" datang sendiri kan..? so for now I prefer utk kejar cita2 n be happy.. tu yg penting...

Thats all for now.. !! TTFN


"Love what I have..n usaha to achieve the best..Kiata just boleh merancang but yg tentu kan tu Allah.. usaha selagi boleh ikhtiar selagi mampu..n bersyukur to what we have.."

-Dear Mr..... to me u're more then a friend ...but less then a lover.. Thank you