hey!..it's my opinion...jgn kcau!

assalamualaikum...hehehe hi..

well....since 2-3 ari nih...hati mcm x sdap ja...mcm x best...donno y...hmm...

well while tunggu kek aq msak so i'll mnulis for awhile...humm xtau lah apa yg aq mrapu nih...hati x best otak pn mlayang dah...
hmm...
the truth===> i hate losing...bkn klah dlm lmba lri or apa...coz aq bknnya org yg kuat sukan...but winning in every perang mulut yg brlaku....of coz lah dlm 1 ari mesti ada....tp spanjang minggu nih mulut aq rehat kjap...since that ngok tu busy ....tah apa btoi...dah aq ckp bnda yg btoi so bg lah aq mnang...nih x nk jgaak wat STUPID JOKE smata-mata nk mnang dgn aq...haihh mamat nih ...kdang2 mcm ringan ja tgn aq nk hinggap kat muka dia....haih....tp for now aq kna learn untuk control....bkn control muka...but control marah...+ aq kna control ati aq...so hati aq xkan mudah melt....geng2 aq bknnya jnis br'couple'2  nih...(and thats include me)....for me brpsang-psangan nih blom smpai msa lg....well...aq dah janji ngn mama aq...aq x kan wat that kind of things slagi aq xabih skolah....so i must tepati janji.......

antara aq dgn kwn2 aq...bleh kata rapat lah jgk...so...if something happen between us mmg rsa trsgttt lah awkward....so...lots of secrets we share together...but dlm byk2 secret of coz lah each of us ada bigger secrets yg cannot be shared together kan...so...wlaupun kmi smua fikir kmi trsgtlah rapat..n  noe each other really well ...tp sbenaqnya..they dont noe the real me...n of coz...i dont noe the real them....

bleh kta byk la jgak bnda yg they dont noe about me....y?...aq sendri x tau....sometimes...we need bestfriens...but yor bestfriend cannot be with u forever rite....so just wait for a person that can always be with u wherever u sad...or happy or...things yg cannot be imagine.....thats what i think ....sometimes lah...
kdang2 aq fikir knapa kita perlu bestfriend? pdahal u sendri xtau if that person pernah ckp bad things about u or pretend to like u pdahal sbaliknya....mnusia nih kan mcm2 jnis....kdang2 seseorang tu boleh do something yg kita x pernah expect org tu bwat....but itu lah knyataan...

for a girl pnya mind ...kdang2 aq rsa boys mmg xdak prasaan...and they just want what they want...and they can do anything....but....sometimes aq trfikir jgak....boy pon manusia jgak....diaorg pon ada feeling...
if a girl like him mcm bdak 2 trhegeh2 ngn dia or say words like "I love u" diaorg pon segan jgak kot...and believe me if boy tu bkn yg casanova type dia akan avoid to see that "berani" girl....yucks...

so as a girl aq rsa better we hide our feeling...xyah la nk be brave....tp klu dah sangt darurat la...boleh kot...wat mcm dlm tv tuh ..x pown mcm dlm novel 'Prince Charming' tuh...bla nk p jauh2 bru say the truth....

so i think thats all for now...
tata.....
im still dlam "if" mood...hehhe
wishing for some miracle happen...
-bdk smad-

hurm....i think i've change...

hi ....
as usual...perktaan weird mmg x prnah lekang dgn dri aq....
and so...weird stuff really happen to me like right now....so mcm prinsip aq slama nih no love love thingy..
never has feeling to people....n never read love books....
but now...part yg never read love books tu dah ubah..read some love books only...ok some ...means skit ja lah...so for now only 3....msuk yg tgh bca skrang nih.....n of coz lah aq x prnah bli lg that kind of book ...but aq pnjam dri Pusat Peminjaman Buku...which is my dear friend ilie....stelah disuruh a few times oleh sara + ilie....aq amik jgak lah..(wat truk ja pdahal hati kta ok jgak lah...hehhe)
alah lgpn x dak lah steruk mna bku yg aq bca tuh....pndai2 lah plih buku ...not all love books truk...hehhehe
cehh klu dlu pantng sbut ja buku mcm 2...dri awl2 aq anti...hahaha hush...dasi lah nih start bli buku tu then soh aq bca dlu....and now aq dah ska plk buku mcm 2...but i will not bca yg...like yucks thingy bg aq...never...kot ...hrp2 lah..

so my type of books...or  actually my type of love books...is buku yg like crita bdk skolah pnya or buku yg x dak unsur2 jiwang karat nih....thats yucks!....ok if lah aq bca bku2 yg yucks tu...aq hrp aq x kan lah jd mcm juma n norizan..hahaha jiwang2 niih cek x main lah...
lgu2 jiwang pn aq anti....sgt2...+ lgu yg 80's or lma2...of coz lah skrang mmg bleh kta all songs yg played dkt radoi tu most of it love song .....tp lgu yg skrang pnya lain....if u listen closely...wat prbanding between love song dlu2 n love song yg skrang....dgaq dia pnya rythem....dia pnya lirik...n cra singer dia simpaikn lgu tu....
lain kan...so...love song this day lg better utk aq dgaq then dlu2 ...asl bnyi ja lgu dlu2 aq tutup tlinga....hush...bingit tlinga aq + geli...n or such things..

so thats all for now..tata

assalamualaikum...
...well dah lumrah lps exam mesti lah dpt result kn...n so ...aq dah dpt result for all subject....hahha...kputusan yg aq sndri x tau la describe feeling mcm mna....so dlm 9 subjek 2 dpt Gila bgos...ada yg lain boleh la drp xda kan..so aq kna tngkat kn lg hope 2nd exam nih ok x da Gila bgos dah kot...hopefully ...ckp sja pn x bleh jgak kn  ...

n so...story for this time....hmm how to start....ok...dlm klas kita mesti lah ada rmai org kan...so dlm rmai2 tuh mesti ada yg kita ska prangai depa...or x ska or...mnyyampah nk mampos...so same as me...mcm2 krenah...haih...yg aq mluat gla2 tu aq jrg ckp ngn org 2 sbb wat mnyakitkn ati ja...of coz lah aq nk crita psal prangai yg aq ska kn....ok..dlm  klas aq ada bdk yg pandai gila......bdk pandai ckp ngn bdk pandai...so mmg aq x bleh mncelah la.....klu mncelah kang xpsai2 mlu dri sendri ja...x pon org wat x kesah....tu lah yg slalu jd....actulally aq benci sgt2 bla org ignore aq...xkira lah spa2 pn...klu aq ckp org wat xtau..then aq wat xtau blik ah...klu aq ckp sorg2 bek aq smbung ja kja yg aq wat ...x pn get lost from there...so bg aq kdg2 nih bdk yg pandai2 mmg like bila kita bdk yg biasa2 nih nk lwn ckp mcm brbahas lah...bkn bahas yg pertandingn 2 nih lwn ckp psai smthing like our opinion kan...mmg like diaorg mcm "huh ok..."then msuk tlinga kanan kluaq tlinga kiri...tau sja lah...ada yg pndapat kita di terima....tp if ada slah satu subjek yg depa x brapa nk master kan...bg aq ...aq bleh geo yg last year...tp seingat aq mmg x dak pn org tnya kat aq kot psal 2....aq tau lah aq nih prtengahn ada subjek yg aq bleh ada yg kureng skit...bla bdk pndai confirm lah jd like ckgu tmbahan dlm klas ....then adalah kwn mrangkap ank murid depa kan....dah jd "ank murid" confirmlah yg biasa2 jgk kn....then ada lah plk 1 subjek nih "ckgu" depa x brapa master....kot nk tnya org len yg tau...aq rsa mcm depa nih nmpk bdk2 yg pndai majoriti subjek ja....bdk2 yg master some subjek nih mcm x pndang pn...apa slahnya tnya lah depa tu ...wlaupn depa x pndai smua subjek...thibk lah about others feeling....xke kecik ati org 2...if la like "ank murid" 2 tnya kat "ckgu " depa soalan subjek yg "ckgu"depa x master 2....then ada lah bdk yg pndai subjek 2 offer dri nk tnya...then "ank murid" tu wat x dgaq ja....bknkah tu mcm mnghina kebolehan org tu jgak...atleast klu bdk 2 x pndai subjek lain pn just subjek tu sja ..p lah tnya bdk 2....klu x ...x brkembanglah ilmu yg bdk 2 ada...atleast dia dpt jgak pahala bg ilmu kat org...nih x kira klu "ckgu" depa x boleh depa pn x mo tnya org len dah....hush...i really hate that kind of situation...

hm... well hrp2 bnda nih x jd lah kat smua org...n ada plak spesis kwn2 yg dpan ckp len blakang ckp lain...ada yg dok peram dendam kat org lah....ada yg bla "A" jmpak dgn "B" depa baik....then tgk2 blakang si "A" ckp "B" mcm nih "B" ckp "A" mcm nih...hahh kan x elok tu....soo if lah klu kita nk tgur ka nk nasihat ka...just please jgnlah straight sgt..kang kcik plk hati org...mood org tu tgh baik tba2 spoil hbis....mmg lah elok klu tgur dpan2....tp ada plk jnis org yg klu nk tgur kna gna media elektronik.hah...apahal??? tkutkah??....hahahha whateverlah....Just think before u say something to spa2...


Terlajak perahu boleh diundur ...
hah klu terlajak kta??nk wat apa kn...



okay thats all!!!

p/s:i really really really really fall in love with that kind of haircut...hush make my heart beat really fast...
hope we can meet again...hahah wlaupn dpt tgk ja...gatai!!..
daa!!

hush please help me!!ohh heart please stop being like this...

hi....
ohh...my heart jgn lah spakat dgn otak aq...please ....u're sending me an untranslateable feeling...its really confusing me...owhh please...klu mcm nih blh mnyusahkn aq utk tidor...please i need my sleep...ohh

hush....virus...virus..virus...yg mna pn x tau nih....eventhough aq dah try to release it through baking but i cant get rid of it wlaupn sikit....ohh its really confusing me....please...i really need to noe just give any hint so that i can bgtau sara to help me lega skit...please!!!....

oh person yg bg aq jd mcm nih....(i dont think so) or maybe ada somthing yg aq lpa...or i will kehilangn smthing..or anything..

hush im really confuse....please....skit kpala aq psai nih...hadoi.....oh please...
aq sgt2 xtau apa yg aq wat slah or anything...i really had no idea + flu skit ari nih...so its hard for me to think...
hush....really3 weird rite now...

arghhh senget ah otak aq nih....or maybe sbb buku yg aq bca 2....tp xda la sgt....hush..must be smthing hush.....i wish i noe it...but i really dont ,sara......mybe smthing nk jd kot....sgt ssah nk ckp...aq rsa since habih exam lg kot...or maybe aq byk sgt ckp or slalu sgt msg or anything ngn depa....hush....tak tak...


damn it!

i love what my eyes love.....ahhh :P

hi!...
uhh.....exam dah habis....bru kemarin...then ari nih dah dpt blik kertas exam 2....siap tanda lg...fuhh....
seram sejuk kot...tp ari bru dpt 3 paper ja lah
which is math agama n add math....fuhh kemarin dah la like half dead jwb add math tu pn x abih...last2 resultnya...huhhh u noe what...tau2 ja la....nsib baik dpt msa nk blik dah x da la spoilt habis mood...sbb yg agama n math 2 dpt marks ok...esok fuhh lg lah...dgn fizik lg...haigoo...

bio kna tggu lps cuti lah....lg seram...xtau lah apa akn jd....nsib baik agama aq lps target ustzah...i mean lps dri kna denda lah....sblum exam ustzh dah ckp spa yg x dpt 65 and above tggu ja lah apa yg akn jd...then td ada la some kwn aq yg kna....ada yg lg ksian 1 mrkah ja lg utk slamat....ksian...

huh....balik kpd crita kat kem pgawas 2....huh aq trsgt-sgt-sgtlah plik sbb byk bdk2 pompuan tnya aq form brapa mcm lah x prnah nmpk muka aq kat skolah 2...haih heran aq....stiap kli lps smbahyang ja kat sna msa tgh salam2 tu mesti ada ja yg tnya.....aq tau la muka aq suci ja nmpk pkai tlekung hahhaha....ok over..biaq ah skali skala...sbb aq sgt2 heran...lg 1 msa kat kem bla jmpak ja senyum nih kat skolah ...hampeh...ada la yg snyum tu pn sma2 pngawas skolah ngn aq...yg pngaws ps group aq ja yg tgoq blik....haih2...xkan x knai muka aq kot...tp klu rmai sgt tgoq x lrt nk lyn plk...aq nih bknnya ramah sgt...in certain situation ja...
ok tutp buku psl tu....idea dh mai...


pernah ak u guys saw 1 human creature yg skali tgk ja like dah boleh melt....
x kisah la kat mna2 pn bila2 pn....prnah x???
aq?prnah ah...klu x...taip ah kat sni....hahha..seriously...mmg melt btoi2 aq time tu....haaah x tau la klu msa 2 mama aq x da ada kwn2 aq ja...fuhh kompom mnjerit aq...hahah...gatai!!
lek ah...hati nih klu dah ska mna bleh wat apa2 kan....bila hati berbicara...wahhhhh mcm floating in the air...seriuosly ....that person was soooooooooooooooo cooll!!hahha...actually not bcoz of muka sja...kdang2 klu aq nmpk haircut org tu smad....pas2 kna plak ngn muka dia 2...like wahhhhh nice...trus melt....hahah...
i love what my eyes love...
hahahah..serious...skang nih kan klu aq nmpk apa2 yg cool or handsome or smart or matching or sweet or whatever mesti like ahhhhh that thing or person sooooo awsome...love it!!

ok seriously aq over dlm post nih...but who cares its me!!...klu x bca2...mluat kat aq...x yah bca..k...

p/s:now im reading a book...which is love book...for the 2nd time...of coz nih from ilie aq x prnah bli sndri lg....n buku 2 x tbal sgt x nipis sgt like the first 1..tp aq x abih bca lg.....wlaupun tjuk dia agk truk ...bg aq la...but crita dia sweet .....Oh A.H. i want someone like u...!!!

tata
assalamualaikum.. :p

back!!

hi!!

whatsup guys?! sihat smua??hope so..

lma jgak kn aq x update...huhhh busy + tired + no idea

huh...byk bnda yg jd ...

dont noe mna nk start dlu......

sad things weird things things yg x prnah2 jd ...beyond my imagination...hahaha..

i think byk sgt change happend kot..x tau la if aq sorg ja prasan or org len pn...

bnda2 yg x prnah jd pn byk sgt jd....

since blik dr kem pgawas last week kot...hahah seriously n totally weird...

msa kat kem fuhh pagi2 mcm kna tortured...tmbah2 lg msa aerobik...

bg aq lah...coz kna push up byk n sport jump n ....poco2...lmpat bintang n whatever..blik2 abih skit tgn kaki2 ...smua skit...fuhh...maklumlah x prnah di'tortured' mcm 2 sblum nih hahaha

ada part exercise yg best ada yg painfull...believe me mmg klu ckgu mntak jd "skarela" mmg X ah...

huuuh..

but tu bru start....lps ja breakfast aktiviti len pn dtruskan lah....rutin yg sma slama like 2 days...

best jgak aktiviti yg ada....like first night dah ada ice breaking...yg memenatkn...then kmi divide in a few group...smua ada ilke 12 groups...n aq dlm group yg ke.....5 with our leader afizudin, rohaya, samy,sara ,shafiq,eca,halida n halijah...

alhamdulillah la spanjang kat sna nothing like bnda2 yg plik2 trjdi...u noe what kan...that kind of things....so we safe there...first aktiviti lps breakfast yg first day pnya kmi ada like explore race thingy...tu pn lps smbahyang jumaat lah...best kot....wlaupun pnat...bleh nmpk smagat team work yg ada kat evry group...mmg sgt cool dlm group 5 nih...xdak la org yg aq x ska or apa...tu yg best ada plk my 2 classmate...

mmg gila2 pnya group lah kmi..."tepung..tepung"

hahahah

part last msa nk blik 2 lg cool...kitaorg kna ikat mata with kain then pgang 1 tali nih n jgn lepas tali 2...if  not u will lost..just ktua ja kna give order dri tpak perhimpunan trun smpai ke pdng...huh its tough...but fun...

ada la some pic msa kat sna 2 pn photographer yg amik...sendri pnya x bleh...

i think thats all for now...

1 more thing group kmi dpt group yg pling patuh arahan tau....hope ada lg lah lps nih

tata....

if u dont like me so i will make smthing yg lg annoying...

muuuuuaaaahhahahaha..

jht