Story kali ni-whats on my mind

Assalamualaikum...

So merujuk kepada tajuk tuhh...yg kat atas tuhh laa..there's a lot of things in my mind lately....xkira lah its berkaitan dengan organ (hati) or life or things or apa2 aja...hese things been running in my head...its not a big thing but macam takda exit ...ada ja yg memanin dlm otak nih...

So lets go one-by-one...something yg berkaitan dgn hati nihh...nak kata terasa pun ada nak kata rindu pun ada nak kata marah...memang sah2 laada kan..hehe..
I donnt know how it work actually..here's the situation some...ya ada laa org yg boring then tiba2 datang tegur..sembang2 gelak2 merapu...and they just come to me when they feel BORED ....ya tu sangat menyedihkan...but that's the fact..they just cari me when they're bored...but when I'm the one yg bored do they ada for me..???? it's a big NO for that...memang takda nya...kadang rasa dipergunakan pun ada ..ditinggalkan pun ada...haihhh I do say that I'll do anyhing to make my friends happy...but I wanna be happy to..bukan nak mintak balasan for what I did ka apa just want they to be here..when I need them....entah laa..maybe I'm just tempat untuk org yg boring hilang kan penyakit boring diaorg tu laaa kot...That is why I've created my own hobby ...created things that I can do ALONE...ya ALONE..lagi sakit bila ada kawan tapi macam tak da..memang I always said 'ehh takda hal laa...tak kesah pun'...but hakikatnya...alahh biar la maybe they're busy kan...I can't be selfish ..nak org ada jee selalu with me ....even u guys ada jauh but I want to feel like u guys dekat jaa with me...dahh macam FOREVERALONE pun ada ..hahaaa okay...ubah topikk!!

LIFE...semakin hari dah semakin dekat tarikh result SPM  naj keluar...nak kata berdebar tu mesti lah ada...tipu lahh klu kata takda rasa apa langsung....rasa excited pun ada...rasa takut pun ada...rasa rindu lagiii lah..rindu dengan kawan2 semua..sekarang dah jarang jumpa..ada yang duduk jauh..ada yg duduk dekat tp tak jumpa..semua just waiting for the day to come so we cant be together again...and so...We're planning to spend a whole day together....tapi nak p pmana tak tau lahh...but didn't tell my parents yet about this...nevermind later boleh bagitau...

Things...things yg entah apa apa jugak..takda yg specific...mcm everythijng mixed up and mashed up..hahaa dah macam mashed potato dah..takda lahh...maybe nih just perasaan berdebar tu kot...even tak rasa sangat but sikit effect my thinking..hahaa

So now I've improve my 'reading-novel-skill' hahaa ..I take 2 hari suku tu finish a novel that I've pinjam kat ilie...tebal kot...the first malay book yg tebal and berjaya dihabiskan

so I think thats all ...merapu ja banyak..

TTFN

-Everythng will come to you when the rite time come..so don't be worry coz Allah knows the best for us .. ;)