Story kali ni-whats on my mind

Assalamualaikum...

So merujuk kepada tajuk tuhh...yg kat atas tuhh laa..there's a lot of things in my mind lately....xkira lah its berkaitan dengan organ (hati) or life or things or apa2 aja...hese things been running in my head...its not a big thing but macam takda exit ...ada ja yg memanin dlm otak nih...

So lets go one-by-one...something yg berkaitan dgn hati nihh...nak kata terasa pun ada nak kata rindu pun ada nak kata marah...memang sah2 laada kan..hehe..
I donnt know how it work actually..here's the situation some...ya ada laa org yg boring then tiba2 datang tegur..sembang2 gelak2 merapu...and they just come to me when they feel BORED ....ya tu sangat menyedihkan...but that's the fact..they just cari me when they're bored...but when I'm the one yg bored do they ada for me..???? it's a big NO for that...memang takda nya...kadang rasa dipergunakan pun ada ..ditinggalkan pun ada...haihhh I do say that I'll do anyhing to make my friends happy...but I wanna be happy to..bukan nak mintak balasan for what I did ka apa just want they to be here..when I need them....entah laa..maybe I'm just tempat untuk org yg boring hilang kan penyakit boring diaorg tu laaa kot...That is why I've created my own hobby ...created things that I can do ALONE...ya ALONE..lagi sakit bila ada kawan tapi macam tak da..memang I always said 'ehh takda hal laa...tak kesah pun'...but hakikatnya...alahh biar la maybe they're busy kan...I can't be selfish ..nak org ada jee selalu with me ....even u guys ada jauh but I want to feel like u guys dekat jaa with me...dahh macam FOREVERALONE pun ada ..hahaaa okay...ubah topikk!!

LIFE...semakin hari dah semakin dekat tarikh result SPM  naj keluar...nak kata berdebar tu mesti lah ada...tipu lahh klu kata takda rasa apa langsung....rasa excited pun ada...rasa takut pun ada...rasa rindu lagiii lah..rindu dengan kawan2 semua..sekarang dah jarang jumpa..ada yang duduk jauh..ada yg duduk dekat tp tak jumpa..semua just waiting for the day to come so we cant be together again...and so...We're planning to spend a whole day together....tapi nak p pmana tak tau lahh...but didn't tell my parents yet about this...nevermind later boleh bagitau...

Things...things yg entah apa apa jugak..takda yg specific...mcm everythijng mixed up and mashed up..hahaa dah macam mashed potato dah..takda lahh...maybe nih just perasaan berdebar tu kot...even tak rasa sangat but sikit effect my thinking..hahaa

So now I've improve my 'reading-novel-skill' hahaa ..I take 2 hari suku tu finish a novel that I've pinjam kat ilie...tebal kot...the first malay book yg tebal and berjaya dihabiskan

so I think thats all ...merapu ja banyak..

TTFN

-Everythng will come to you when the rite time come..so don't be worry coz Allah knows the best for us .. ;)

Hanya kisah

Assalamualaikum...

Its not to let to say welcome February rite..so Hello February...

Okay back to the topic..sebanarnya I am sooooo damn bored n tired of life after school nihh...sakitt kepala..haiiyoo..

Actually I can't wait for this 20 March 2014... hari result SPM kitaorg Batch 96 keluar...urghhh I'm getting sick of everything...it start from tempat kerja..ada kuarterst pekerja hotel ..then ada lah pulak golongan yg suka kacau2 org nih..serius I really hate this kind of people...kadang2 I wish that ada sorg hamba Allah yg aku kenal datang ala2 super hero so dia boleh jdi penyelamat keadaan..tapi it just a wish yg tak pernah came true pon..seddddihhh betol...

+ ada workers kat sini yg sama jugak jenis yg suka kacau org nih tapi puak lain ahh dari budak2 hotel nihh.. memang rasa mcm nak lari ja everytime diaorg datang..they really pissing me off..

I really hope dapat result cepat2 n dapat offer study cepat2 so that I can feel free sikit dari manusia2 macam nihh..n so that I can explore the world n berdikari..


okay thats all TTFN..assalamualaikum

-Dont hope too much,dont give too much,dont love too much,dont hate too much...coz one day things will be opposite to all of those.. ;-)

Welcome to grownup world!! ^_____^

Assalamualaikum...

So merujuk kepada tittle kali nih...ya welcome...haha actualy  being a grownup (evethough tak 18 tahun lagi) was tough..but fun...so lets go one-by-one la ehhh

First the tough part..tough bila most of the things kita kena buat sendiri..n kena belajar lot I mean TONS of new things...pasal driving..people...n lot more

Move to the fun part...of coz bila dah kerja dapat gaji...so yeayh gaji dah dapat boleh la shopping ..tapi kena ingat jugak save sikit for the future kan..hehe
So the another fun part is bila driving best laaa eventhought kena marah ..tapi marah tu untuk bg pandai kan...I really love buat yg part bukit tu...yes enjin ada mati like lebih dri 10 kali...but tak kena marah coz ckgu tu in a good mood hri nih...so it was great...hhaha even my mom macam tak caya I can drive on my own...hahaa

okay thats all for now..

-preapare to meet mcm2 jenis org in future n face it on my own...hehe InsyaaAllah boleh..

GTG assalamualaikum

New year ! New place ! New people ! New Experience ! n New ..??

Assalamualaikum..

So I think its not to late nak ucap "Selamat Tahun Baru" (even hari ni dh 13th) hehe.. Actually I've been busy sebab dah start kerja kan..well

Kerja aku its kinda biasa2 jaa..tapi best..sebab dapat belajar tons of new things yg sebelum nih tak pernah amik kesah pon...It was great ! Bos yg sempoi.. n ada akak2 + abg2 yg sporting..+ I got to meet mcm2 jenis orang..with mcm2 jenis perangai.... penat ?? tak da la sangat lebih banyak masa utk online laa tgk movie dlm laptop lahh.. tgk drama dekat Tonton lagi.. Enjoy ja.. nmpk mcm takda kerja kan.. ? time ada kerja buat lah...time takda kitaorg kat sini diberi kelonggaran to do anything we want ...Awesome akk ? hahaa

Okay so setakat sekarang nih takda la rasa stress sangat ka apa kan...My dearest 5ST ?... diaorg kerja...ada yg dah 2 kali tukar ..ada yg baru mula ..ada yg tak kerja..ada jugak yg kerja with me which is Bob !! yeayy ! atleast ada kawan kan.. but still miss all those moment dgn 5ST n cikgu2...tapi nak buat mcm mna.. kami dah habis skolah..setakat nak melawat tu boleh laa... Takpa2...One day nanti we'll be together again n spending time sama2...

Pasal lesen kereta...Im on my way  ^___^ ... first time bawak kereta hari tu kena marah dgn ckgu sebab lambat putar stereng..Nvm mistake makes perfect aight ?.. InsyaaAllah before dapat result nih I can drive on my own...

Kawan baru buat masa sekarang belum ada lagi...just kawan sekerja saja..but its a good start sebab dekat sini boleh jumpa ramai org...so boleh la improve my communication skills kan..

Pasal 'old stuf ' udah ditinggalkan jauh2.. cari lain..hahaa takda maknanya nak cari2 nih..better tunggu sampai "dia" datang sendiri kan..? so for now I prefer utk kejar cita2 n be happy.. tu yg penting...

Thats all for now.. !! TTFN


"Love what I have..n usaha to achieve the best..Kiata just boleh merancang but yg tentu kan tu Allah.. usaha selagi boleh ikhtiar selagi mampu..n bersyukur to what we have.."

-Dear Mr..... to me u're more then a friend ...but less then a lover.. Thank you

Story-mory

Assalamualaikum...

Wahh lama kot tak update..well busy dgn exam SPM...

Okay where to start ehhh.. hummm

kita just mix2 story sepanjang tak update blog nihh...since when??..entah tak ingat dah

Okay  here it goes...few month back banyak yg happen to me..ada yg bad ada yg good..semua mix together..

kita start dengan crita masa dekat sekolah

At school---> banyak sangat kenangan yg memang sangaaaaaat meaningful..

I got a lot of lovely friend yg gila2 and awesome ...kitaorg sangat2 enjoying life as senior kat sekolah...well yg ketua2 pngganas (pengawas act) geng2 kitaorg ja..so memang experience yg sangattt lah cool ..+  even kitaorg pengwas tp kmi bukan lah baik sgt...tapi tak boleh share lah apa yg kitaorg nih buat nanti kantoii

So this are my crazy n awesome classmates tercintaa.. (im yg tudung merah tuh)

time nih kitaorg kena arrange kan kembara berbasikal utk budak2 skolah kmi..so we're the boss masa nihh

happening gila terasa bangga sebab event pertama kitaorg yg succes..tp nihh tak cukup lgi ada 2 org classmates takda...(psngn serius) hehee..jgn mrah ehh

2 pic yg atas nih time kitaorg msuk sketsa...for the 2nd time from the left kwn kesygan ku..then me then my 2 girlfriend n pling kanan Bob ..hahaa smuaa aku sayang..

So this one masa kita org pi kem kelab pelancongan dekat kedah..from the left zamri ehan sara n ME!!!..ahhaa kat kem nihh kitaorg invisible sorg kwn pun takdpt..but ada budak comel..hahaa alah cuci mata boleh laaa..

yg  nih masa my dudes lepak at my place makan rambutan..

so kalau nak crita pasal my dudes nih memang panjang..banyak pic kitaorg buat aktiviti sama ..

So yg nih lah keseluruhan kelas ku yg Havoc habis..gambar nih ckgu Sakinah yg tangkapkn..sporting ak ckgu kitaorg??...Terbaik lahh *Thumbs Up* utk cikgu sayang ckgu 

Nih latest aktiviti kitaorg picnic + camping kat pantai pasir tengkorak..sangat happy + sayu jugak sebab lepas nih kitaorg tak boleh bising2 kerap2 dah..time nih kitaorg bru habis SPM 2 hari...so boleh enjoy lebih laa..then lepas tuh kitaorg dah pecah2 laaa..sekarang takat jumpa tepi2 jalan ka kat tempat2 kerja diaorg..aku?..aku tak kerja lagi..awal tahun depan aku kerja..hehee cari pengalaman..

Jadi buat masa sekarang jadi princess duduk kat rumah layan disney ka baking menjahit masak..and apa2 ja lah yg rasa nak dibuat...

So rasanya takat nih je lah ehh..nanti crita kisah lain pulak..

-I'm happy with mylife now..cukup ada my family and my friend yg sayang kat aku..n of coz I have Allah with me..orang lain??... InsyaaAllah incoming hahaaa...

Assalamualaikum n Good Night .. ^__^

Accept it or accept it!

Assalamualaikum..
hehe lama kut x update..
well i'm a bit busy..maklumlah dah tengah tahunkan...exam besar pun dah nak dekat..(SPM)..
haha Im a SPM candidate..

well sepanjang tahun 2013 yang dah separuh nih..lot of things happen and lot of feeling i've been experienced ..so yeah..

things made us tougher then before...buut not for semua orang ...just for a few people yang always motivated themself to all the things that happen to them..

as for me..after what he done to me
I take it as a thing that can make me stronger..so for now on I'll try to do anything and insyaaAllah everything yng boys boleh buat so that I don't need boys to do that such thing...
jd for now on I will kejar my cita2 so that I can balas balik jasa my mom and my dad n my teachers walaupun tak terbalas...lagipun I have lagi banyak friends yang always be with me support me and will help me get rid of that "aresengal" boy from my mind..hehe

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

so I will teruskan perjuangan to success in SPM and all the things in future...after that kalau ada orang datang mesin rumput (my father's wish) baru lah I pertimbangkn...tu pun lepas I round the world with my bestiee...hehee


well for now sapa2 yang nak masuk jarum tuh ->don't worry your name ada dalam friend list yeah...lain tahun lah ehh..

"A thick glass wall once again built.. anyone can look through it but its hard to get into it.."



TTFN keep motivating myself and help others selagi mampu...InsyaaAllah
Always remember that anything yang happen to you dah ditetapkan oleh Allah and try to accept it because there must a good thing will happend to you in future..


*next week depat lesen 'L' ...yeay me!!
continuing waiting for my prince charming to come!!
5 month to go!!Fighting!

I want to be a Psychologist! kalau boleh

Assalamualaikum...

hehe lama xtulis2...so kalau nak ikutkan tajuk kali nih....its about my cita-cita...

well psikologi nih macam interesting ja...to me la...i started to minat nk jd psychologist nih xda la lama mana just getting bertambah minat bila a few things happen n ada uni apakenamatah wat bancian for our class n tanya kitaorg pasal kerjaya thingy...nothing much

so about the 'few things' tuh...related to me la jugak..
I just love it when jalan sorg2 kat mall then nmpak someone n try to buat conclusion about that person personality....well dont jugde a book by its cover...tapi its the first impression bila kita nampak orang kan...kadang2 through cara orang tu jalan or bercakap or the way they dressup kita dah boleh buat conclusion...tapi a good conclusion okay...its lot easier kalau kita tahu cara nk dealing with banyak orang...improvement of communication skill of coz...tapi kalau kita tau cara cakap sikit pn da ok...

kadang2 ada orang tu selalu dengar muzik rock or yang heavy metal type tu x semestinya dia susah nak nangis...luar lain dalam lain...learn it!...padahal orang macam nih kadang2 dgar those type of music just to make a cover so that bila orang tgk dia orang nampk dia a tough person n boleh redah semua ja...tp hakikatnya boleh 'touch' disebabkan benda yg simple n senang nak nangis ...sekeras-keras mana kulit durian....lembut jgak isi dia kan...hahaaa

n sometimes orang yang perwatakkan dia kasar n full of confident pun sebenarnya ada the other side of them yg suka dengar soft music n ada their own kelemahan yang orang lain x pernah sangka dia akan ada...ya lah nobody's perfect dalam dunia ni kan..

ada sesetengah orang yang nmpak ada communication skill yang tinggi tp dia sendri susah nak bergaul dengan orang baru n susah nak dealing with others ....


as for me...i will let anything flow n 'flexible'kan diri supaya bersesuaian dengan keadaan skeliling...wlaupun im not really good at communication tapi insyaaAllah if xda my family or my beloved friends atau pn my mr.Arsenal...i'll try to make new friend...n survive kat tempat baru...x semetinya kita akan ada dengan kwn2 kita kenal lama da sampai bila2 kan.?..



Just let it flow but dont get drown....
Remember everyone u love is always support u wlaupun jauh .....

8 month more ja lagi eh!
wait for me!!! ^__^

-daddy's princess ,Princess T

END OF 2012!!!

Assalamualaikum...

First....2012 DAH NAK HABISSS!!! few hours ja lagi..so tujuan saya untuk tulis2 kat sini adalah kerana saya ingin meng'cover' the story for the whole year 2012..

okay...let see....tahun nih memang banyak benda yg happen...

Tahun ni First time--->

-p kem kat luar dari lgk

-first time kem ngn budak2 SDK n really had a good experience...walaupun balik habis burn tahap gaban..

trsangatlah burn muka..

-first time sambut birthday jauh dari family...n berjaya create a bot yg boleh bergerak...tersangat lah awesome rasanya walaupun xmenang...xpa im gonna try harder if dapat one more chance..hope so...

-first time I got a special birthday wish...hahah tapi tertido sebab trlampau letih so bca mesej tu ke esokkan hri nya...btw thanks for the wish walaupun agak awkward but its a nice try hahaa...
n at the same time on my birthday my bestfriend ada skali...well kitaorg sama2 trtido hahaa..then balik tu dapat la few gift dri friends n family...dapat pulak bear...hahah

-15.10.2012, hahaa i got a NBC bear..haha ya from someone...hahah

-first time kenakan org dgn teruk...hahah well we did it 2 times..haha

-first time jugak ada smthing yg trsangatlah weird jadi...

memang banyak lagi benda yang jadi tahun nih...memang susah nak explain....
friendship sesama SDK lgi rapat n there is more things to explore in this world walaupun byk jgak yg dah lalui...Life must go on..hahaa


so untuk tahun 2013 nih i hope semua bnda akan berjalan dgn lancar...n learn more things utk live in this big world...new rules ...hahaha..
harap tahun depan lagi better dri tahun nih...


so as for my dear friends...thanks a lot sbb sudi melayan kerenah sya yg ntah apa...thanks byk...
as for mr.Arsenal hi! hahaha.. its hard tu make people believe u kn..sya xkisah asalkn xda suara2 sumbang yg make up things about me...mulut org bukan boleh tutup...rambut ja sama hitam tapi hati lain...well abaikan pasal tu...haha


thats all ...assalamualaikum.. =)


Happy New Year 2013!!!!!

things that i earned....

Assalamualaikum...

dah lama x merapu kat sini...
hmm...so I've learn a lot of things setakat nih....but tu pon xcukup kan...

learn a bit about life.....about feelings...feeling org...n mine...about friendship...family...world....
banyak jugak things yang di'explore' tahun nih....I spend a lot of time dengan my lovely friends..( before cuti sekolah la)....

1.kitaorg x 'berpaling muka' sangat eventhough ada jugak happen...well but things jadi better now...
g camping sama-sama sampai 5 days....and do banyak lagi thing together...really fun...rasanya this year baru betul2 faham meaning of real friendship....

2.I really2 sorry to org yg pernah PM me dekat FB yg try to noe me or apa2 yg dilayan alakadar je...really sorry selama nih x tau betapa hurt feeling someone tuh bila org lyn dia macam I use to do...lepas dia bgtau barulah aku tau yg I been mean to certain people selama nih...n hampir buat the same thing kat dia...

what he did untuk sedarkan aku...?...firstly dia x give up on me...walaupun masa tu aku sangat2 annoying n try to push him away....tapi he keep try...aku sendiri x faham knapa dia buat macam tuh....

at first aku ingat he just like budak2 lain...maklum lah budak famous kat skolah...aku ada jugak tnya kat kaklong everything about him maklumlah kaklong kn google kat skolah...so...he's nice..pinky cakap...
tapi aku degil mula-mula memang I try to ignore dia n test dia few nonsense thing...aku kejam la jugak...x sedar buat benda yang boleh sakitkn hati org lain...fikir diri sendiri lepas ja...tapi dalam masa yang sama aku macam let he know me lagi dalam...aku lagi macam lead him to know me...
sampai kawan-kawan aku sendiri pon rasa macam pelik...

so end-up Im with him sekarang...few of my friend xtau the real thing n its hard for me to explain about him.mungkin aku x pernah in this kind of situation before tp .......hmm...
I hope nothing bad happen between us..between me n my friends...my family...n anyone..

n for mr.C i think u just a good friend for me not  more than that...thanks a lot bro...


LOVE all of ymy friends

I Smurf U ...hahaa

.....

assalamualaikum!!

waaaahhh lamanya x merapu kat blog nihh..lots of things happen tahun nih...n some of it maybe menyebabkan people around me kata aku change...ya i do perasan yang i've change...but i dont noe whether in a good way or the bad way...sebab noone yg brave enough to cakap about it kat aku...i really hope that walaupun i've change tp fmy friends will accept me....

but now..some of my friends da makin jauh...and ada yg smpai ignore me...
i really really hate people ignoring me...walau se'annoid' mana aku...if you really my friend talk to me..
walaupun dah terikat dengan that ... gang but please dont ignore me...terasa sangat sangat sangat tau ak... tak pa if aku x diperlukan lgi kan...
haihhhhh off with those terasa thing..


so as aku n  my other friend baru balik dri kem sooo...muka kitaorg tersangatlah burn...especially me...sangat teruk...mau tak burn ...lepas ja aktiviti kayaking kitaorg ada free time untuk mandi laut...so we're just enjoying mandi laut ngn friends...new friends old friends...semua ada...i really enjoy it..ya lah kalau nak tunggu permission dri my parents jangan harap lah...so macam biasa kat kem kitaorg dapat belajar new things n explore dengan lebih dalam things yg kita da tau...team work..improve ke''friendliness' dengan org baru....dapat tengok macam2 perangai org...yg kita x sangka...haha...

so about 7 days more untuk final exam...hmm...hope i can jawab semua dengan baik..haha..
ok thats all


p/s- this post maybe lame or boring ...but well i dont really have enough idea untuk write in here...
just read it or leave it..
TTFN

-getting used to teenage world-

shyshy girls only!!

assalamualaikum....hi!!

so this time pnya story is about few things yg i figure out for girls yg shyshy type if they like someone..n wanted to talk with that person but xnak nampak awkward sangat...actually this thing suka2 saja...if ada yg marah so sorry..
n situation nih lg senang buat dalam facebook...

so
1)check whether that person online ka x...if xadd lagi just add ja....pejam mata then tekan add...spy senang nk stalk dia...
2)bila dah lama add and teringin nak tegur but takut x da respons dari orang tuh....just buat-buat salah orang nk chat...(idea yg agk dumb for expert people)...
3)start with 'hi' ..xpun just simply say something yang random terlintas kat dalam otak like..'eh hari nih ada kja skolah apa eh?'....
4)then bila org tu balas something baru buat2 perasan yg kononnya 'Ter'salah orang ....so type something say sorry or apa2....
5)if dia kata 'its okay'...then after a few minutes dia xtulis anything pun....thats mean you got to start something...just tnya random question....but masa nih confirm dah bengang gila...control anger...chill kejap...
BUT...if after few min that person balas...just answer it...
6)memang masa tuh a bit nervous or blushing sorang2...but after a few words u say ...lama u will rasa agak chill sikit..

this the best part!!
7)bila dah jwab apa yg dia tnya..or ada respons dri si dia...u will excited...n x sabar nak tunggu dia tulis lagi...kalau tengok ..... is writting...lagilah excited..
8)then tulis lagi
9) tulis lagi
10)then tulis lagi...n lagi....n  lagi...


then i think hilang lah sikit rasa malu...and maybe u guys boleh chatting lagi...wlaupun xda reason yg konkrit...just nak tau pasal dia....walaupun xdapat nak luahkn perasaan atleast u ada pengalaman untuk chat with yor 1st crush....or 2nd...or 3rd...or apa2 ja...
hahaha actually start dri step 6 tuh pengalaman sendiri...so..hehe...i'll get excited n suka sngt if dia online n chat with dia...hahha ....weird...nk bwat mcm mana dah words dri dia boleh treat kusut2...n serabut kepala...or kesedihan...walaupun sikit..n chat yg sgt2 biasa sja...dah suka nak bwat mcm mna...


tata ! thats all..

p/s i cant even believe i can write this kind of things...weird me! thats bcoz i like your style...hahah abaikan

daaa .assalamualaikum

Story kali nih!

Assalamualaikum!!

Selamat Hari Raya to all!!n I nak mintak maaf if ada buat salah dan silap,tersalah taip or apa2...n to my friend sorry ya guys raya nih kad sengket ja....

so amacam dah tinggal last day puasa?? persiapan raya dah siap ka..rendang...ketupat...kuih-muih smua??ahh baju raya duit raya??hahah

raya tahun nih x balik kampung ...cousin2 pon ntah balik ka x....bosan la jgak...
but ramadhan tahun nih memang banyak new experience...benda yang x pernah jadi...jadi..explore new things....do new things...feeling weird ....tp kurang lh dari slalu...hehe

so in this year i got banyak pngalamn....yang happy ...yang sad...yang gila2...yang cool lagi lah!.
n got lots of things lagi to explore in this world...
self confident makin menaik...thats good for me...but ada lagi yg belum di upgrade...need to be improve more.....


I ada buat an experiment...actually macam test lah...7/10 boys takut lipas...i dont noe y tapi...one of them kata lipas tuh boleh gigit orang then boleh mati...serius x faham knapa boys fobia to lipas..mula x percaya yg diaorg takut...then i bg lipas kat diaorg ..MMg sah diaorg takut...but kesian...klu girls x pa lagi takut atleast ada someone yg jadi superhero datang tolong kan...nih xkan nk  bg supergirl datang tolong ...haihhh
apa2 pun u have to face your fear...so that one day if tiba2 tgh dating tgk2 ada lipas ...menjerit x tentu pasal...xka spoil habis..

so thats all...mohon maaf if ada salah taip or bosan bca this thingy...

assalamualaikum n selamat menyambut hari raya!!

weird life!!

assalamualaikum...
haaaaahh lama x conteng2 dkat sini...
hmm..banyak things yg jadi sepanjang last post hari tuh sampai today...
budak kelas aku yg gila2 pn dah jd matured....so thats great...facing the teenagers wolrd memang complicated....alah selalu kitaorg just dont care pasal sapa2 pn coz we still fikir macam kami nih kids....main lah n so on...


But now, after a few things happen dah make me realise yg we all dah kinda step-in dlm grown up pnya world..
got  byk things to think
things to take care
feelings yg others rsa yg kitaorg blum rsa lgi (which is super weird)
ada new interest yg boleh jdi kegilaan kitaorg
kena jaga org lain pnya feeling (sebelum nih xda la care sangat pon)..hehe
ada masing2 punya dream untuk future (pengaruh novel n tv)
banyak read _ _ _ _ kind novel.... ( tapi still xnak ngaku...well i just baca yg ada kaitan ngn bdk skolah or kolej n not a serius L_ _ _ story)
lots of things to learn bio fizik kimia addmath and about the world yg belum kita discover....


kalau nak list kan smua memang x lah...haha okay thats all i think dah nak berbuka pn...

lots of things to explore lots of thing yg upcoming n so on..

apa2 pun LIVE YOUR LIFE!! hahahaa

kem 2012

hi assalamualaikum!

lma x menulis...hahah a bit busy lately....okaayy now back to the topic

khamis minggu lepas pagi aku n sara brtolak ke perlis utk g camping with 6 org lgi budak lgk...so sampai ja kat jeti ada bas mai amik kami smua bawak p kem btn perlis,kem tu dekat dgn PLKN...
pakcik bwk bus tu bwak kmi smua turun ikut jalan yg sgt curam .. sgt2
turun pnya turun sampai kat 1 selekoh nih ada la org2 PLKN sruh pakcik driver tu berhenti n pusing balik bas naik atas...
so they make a way utk bas tu wat u-turn then naik atas
n kitaorg smua kna turun dri bas n jalan naik atas balik...at first aq ingat depa nak sruh jalan p kat kem tu ...so aku pn bwak turun ah beg roda aku tuh......penat gila naik atas tuh dgn jlnnya yg curam like 80 dergree ka apa sampai semput habih nafas ...dah x larat sangat jalan with my beg roda adalah sorg mamat nih ahhaa zul bdk lgk jugak dengan baik hatinya tolong aku tarik beg tuh...hahaha thanks bro!

okay so sampai atas kami naik balik bas tuh n pakcik tu bawak smpai lah ke gua kelam...so kmi 1st bas yg sampai sana ....then kami kena tunggu for all the bus sampai baru boleh gerak p kat kem tu...then ada lah sorg coach PLKN nih sruh kmi smua line up nk brjalan through gua kelam tu untuk sampai kat kem tuh....best la jgak sejuk n calm dalam tuh....then kitaorg kena jalan lg about ntah berapa km...view kat sana nice...then kitaorg kena tidur dlm dorm ...okay lah better then dalam khemah kn...
hahah..so kmi kna brkumpul kat dewan for every ceramah n games....kind of cool....tapi xyg x brapa bestnya kmi dibahagi kan into 5 group...yg tambah lgi x best aq ngn sara dipisah kn...group asing2...tapi last kmi dpt jgak advantage group lain2 nih...meet n brkawan with new friends....make new friends...share opinion utk selesai kn all the activity yg cikgu2 tuh buat....fight n cheerfull moment.......
at the end smua org did a good job....sedih sgt bila nk balik n berpisah with few good friends yg byk tolong aku...kena terima kenyataan....
past is past kan....kita kena matang kan diri kita untuk masa depan!! banyak benda yg dapat kat kem tu yang boleh digunakn utk future....hahhaa

post kli nih macm boring sket kot...im not im goo mood actulally ...agak serabut skit kepala nih...

apa2 pn hidup mesti diteruskan !!!!hahahah
okay thats all for now...assalamualaikum

about me!

assalamualaikum....
hey whatsup! hahahha  okay now im getting better ...rsa mcm every space in my jantung dah trbuka balik...
sangat lega...tidur pn dah okay....ya lah lately nih kja maaarah ja...walaupun psl small things..teruk kan...
well thats me...so setelah found out yang penyakit cpat marah nih dah worst...so i try to cari jalan utk kurang kan marah..
 i try to count number in my head so i can lupa knapa i marah ( macam dlm crita tinker bell) it works
then i try to take deep breath...but i cant sbb rsa mcm ada smthing stuck s
so i try to buat mcm dlm movie 'aku ada kau ada?' yg breath in with love , breath out with anger...
agak berkesan lah jugak....

tp rsa marah tu still ada dlm hati...smpai lah kemarin...
2 org bdk klas aq yg ngek yg pisst me off...smpai i blow up n i shout kat depa but they still do the same thing....then i shout as loud as i could n diamkn diri ....lebihkurang 1 hour smpai balik rumah...i was really angry .....actually dah lama aq x marah smpai mcm tu i think...then i go to sleep...senang gila tidur ..lma plak tu ...dah lama x boleh tidur mcm tu....so i think sebab letih sangat kot thats y boleh tidur smpai mcm makn ubat tidur....selalunya bila nak tidur malam or petang mmg susah sbb otak nih x nk berhenti rehat....dok fikir mcm2...last night pn senang tidur....n today i really rasa sgt lega...

jd i make my own andaian...bila i shout dkat mamat br2 tu dengan sepenuh perasaan so...semua benda yang selama nih menganggu my mind n heart keluar sekali....so the result- MY HEART IS BACK!!!
hahaha jd for now i think i dont have to melayan perasaan sangat...but i still have to find ways to control my anger kan mna tau nnt jd lagi... so nih some tips yg aq jmpk dlm google

(1) Menarik nafas dalam-dalam- Setiap manusia mempunyai tahap kemarahan yang tersendiri, ia bergantung kepada kandungan hormon serotonin yang dikeluarkan apabila anda marah. Untuk mengawal kemarahan, anda perlu menarik nafas dalam-dalam kerana udara akan membantu untuk mengurangkan kadar hormon ini. Dan cara ini juga sudah terbukti secara klinikal.

(2) Mengingatkan diri anda sendiri- Seseorang yang tidak dapat mengawal kemarahan adalah merupakan orang yang tiada keyakinan pada diri sendiri. Ini adalah berdasarkan kajian yang dilakukan oleh Steven Stosny yang merupakan pemegang PHD dalam bidang psikologi manusia. Apabila anda marah, tiada siapa yang mampu mengawalnya melainkan diri anda sendiri. Anda perlu ingatkan diri sendiri tentang kesan daripada kemarahan anda. Sudah pasti ia memberi kesan negatif yang lebih banyak berbanding kesan positif.

(3) Fikirkan sesuatu yang boleh membuatkan anda gembira- Sekiranya anda sedang marah dan hanya memikirkan mengenai kemarahan, sudah pasti ia akan menjadi lebih buruk. Anda sepatutnya perlu mengelakkan daripada berfikir mengenainya. Cuba fikirkan sesuatu yang mungkin memberikan ketenangan atau kegembiraan pada diri anda.

(4) Keluar daripada situasi kemarahan- Pemikiran seseorang yang sedang berada didalam keadaan marah akan menjadi kabur. Jangan meletakkan diri anda terus didalam situasi tersebut kerana sudah pasti anda akan membuat keputusan yang akan membebankan anda kelak. Cuba mencari jalan untuk keluar daripada situasi tersebut dengan cara yang anda berasa selesa terhadapnya seperti mendiamkan diri, keluar bersama rakan atau sebagainya.

so tu ja kot utk bab nih....

i hope weird things like yg happend this week x jd lgi lah kat aq bila skolah buka nnt...strangers say 'hi' or org yg x pernah ckp with me tiba2 tegur...

so whatever happen just be youself n face it with smile...

-wait for the magic to work!-..hehhe

daaa

jangan tengok sekali...tapi 2 kali..hehhe

hi peeps!!

haaaah penat lah... biasalah lpas exeam azab result plak ....huhhh keputusan aq...haiiih SEDIH ...stakat nih xdak 'A' lgi....semua subjek dah dapat except for physic...sgt menakutkan

i had trouble to sleep at night kalau petang letak kepala ja dah blackout trus...hehe ...then i try to remeber apa bnda yg aq excited sangat smpai aq x boleh tidur selagi aq x buat bnda tuh....so ada lah a few things

like -if i had a small sewing machine my personal sewing machine i will jahit n design new kinds of baju....and wear it...so cool!! for me lah....

n lately im really3 fall in love with..............................................aquamrine/ aqua sapphire....really sexy n nice 

i really nak hiasan with that kind of stone....jarang nk jumpak ...that day msa dekat Gloe pn x banyak colour tuh....xpa hendak seribu daya rite...

+ i also wanna cari a things ...B.F.F. things like necklace or apa2...that can cantum together almost like couple pnya things2 lah tp nih more then 2...macam movie 16 wishes...sooooooo cool

hahaha okay actually topic utk hari nih paras rupa x penting...yang penting is hati...

rite....okay ktalah...there's a girl/boy in your class...org kutuk dialah kta dia xlawa or comot or buruk padahal they never talk or try to know that person better ka apa main cakap ja sesedap mulut ja...xka kesian kat that person....bila dia wanna make friend ja mesti org lari...

apa kata just go and talk to that person ..mana tau kot2 dia tu baik ka....then bila kita know that person kita akan naturally xperasan yang org tu ada kecacatan yg mcm mulut org lain ckp...it sendri will hilang n make kita rasa biasa ...padahal manusia nih sama shj...we dont have right to judge people berdasarkan appearence or skin colour or apa...

the important things is heart...through that way jugak kita boleh tau if people around us nih betul2 kawan kita or just skadar cakap ja....n we also can cari our true friend or a.k.a B.F.F.kan...kalau kita x try tu know a person macam mana kita nak tau hati dia ok ka x....car nih jugak can be use in ............u know what...ok


so can easly cakap if kita tgk a person tu rapat with another person kata they ada something pulak ber'couple' lah bagai padahal xda apa2 at all....sedap ja mulut ckp kan x siasat langsung....haihh geram btoi...(psl dah kna).....ngok btul..hahahah
okay xnk emo lebih...so i think thats all for now...


apa2 pn igt DONT EVER JUGDE A PERSON IF U DONT REALLY KNOW THEM ...got that!?


ok toodles!

F.E.E.L.I.N.G.S. heheh

assalamulaikum...:)
morning guys!

wahh kemarin boleh lepas rindu ngn cik D n others msa p picnic...i'm really enjoy it...walaupun ada jugak yg x dtg...nevermind next time kita buat i'll make sure everyone datang!!..okay back to the topic...hari nih i think i wanna 'write' about feelings...ya feelings...hmm how to start ...

hmm...let say if ada someone 'reject' u but not officially reject lah just like hajat tidak kesampaian...btol ka?..boleh la tu eh....hmm...so after that kind of things happen that person will be 'heartless' lah snang crita...xpon 'feelingless'...disebab kn dia tu pernah kecewa..wahhh hahahah
so diaorg akan rsa yg xda sapa CARE about them....but actually they dont know the real thing...main ckp ja...pdahal org yg me'reject' depa tu care psal depa....walaupun sikit....tp care jugak kan...so in this case hati org yg di'reject' tu still cant terima kenyataan about that....walaupun mulut kata "lantak p" or "so?" tapi hati cant lie ya....apa-apa pun hati dia tetap akan terasa walaupun muka dia senyum sentiasa...kan...lagi lah tension klu ada kwan mcm aq yg akan laugh evrytime org tu melayang kan....kesian btol...haaaaih nk buat mcm mna...i cant control myself sbb i've never imagine that one day ...sama ada me our my friends involve in L kind of situation kan....sapa tak gelak sebab x pernah lagi kena kat batang hidung sendri...kalau dah kena bru tau kan....tu pun dah hmpir3 kena dah...hehe...forget about me...tu lain crita klu confirm bru boleh crita lebih hehe...ntah apa2

terus kan pasal my next story...
hmm...boleh x imagine one day bila kita study or kerja dekat one place yang kita x kenal sorg pon...n kawan kita sorg pn x da dekat dgn kita..?
tension kan....dah la dgn kena make new friend...kna sesuaikn diri dgn that place lagi...haihhh..
bila dah boring thp nk gila...confirm kita akan buat something yg weird ahhaha....klu aq...i'll do something yg bg org rsa 'oh dia ni kind of cool,jom kawan dgn dia..'....mencapub...ya mmg mencapub sbb kalau nak make new friend i'm not really friendly kind of person so i must do something supaya mnarik org untuk kawan dgn aq...hehe...tu if ada org yg nk kwn with me lah kan...


okay i think thats all for this time...aq rsa x lama lagi my blog will talk about L things dah apa..hahaha xpa inspirasi from my dude..hahah

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assalamualaikum

changes in our live can't change the real you

assalamualaikum....hi!


okay story kali ni is about upgrades....upgrades dlm hidup kita....
example.....
from strangers turn up to be friends....(boy/girl)
friends--->bestfriend
bestfriend --->B.F.F
B.F.F.--->special friend
special ---> Bf/Gf
......

from normal friends jadi B.F.F. or rapat dgn kita...
we started to feel selesa with that person ...share things....idea or imagination...merapu entah apa-apa.
like apa-apa pun that person must know ....
but in this stage kita memang all out...main cakap ja...sebab dah kenal org tu kan...memang tak take serious everything kita cakap semua like jokes...memang time gila-gila lah masa nih....boleh kata semua kja gila jadi fasa nih ah...(termasuk bio plk heheh)

bila dah lama kenal it moves to Bf n Gf thingy...but usually bnda nih happen kalau kita in a group of friends mix gender...so bila dah jadi mcm nih just like new person yang baru kenal diaorg kita jadi "shyshy"-istilah sara
so bila nk sembang gather mcm B.F.F. pon dah rasa awkward even kita dah kenal n rapat at first....
so emotion change ...hormon bergelora and so on.....

and to org lain yg dlm group tu mesti rasa pelik kan....
mcm aku.....one of my friend yg ada crush to my other friend....then bila that person pindah yang sorg tu dok feeling sorg2...start to do something awkward....duduk jauh2 sorg2....termenung x pyh ckp mmg la....
apa aku buat?....gelak lah apa lagi....why..? because i've never imagine one day when kitaorg dah jadi grown up we fell in love...broken heart....frustrated....and so on....mana tak nya...

dulu masa form 1-form 3 main mengalahkan budak sekolah rendah....memang ntah apa2....anti-couple thingy n benda yg seanggkatan denganya.....memag x boleh blah la....buas + nakal+ kuat main+ gila2....
its teh best thing ever.....trust me our sikap memang x berkembang walaupun fizikal dah like teenagers....
so as kita meningkat umur sampai lah form 4...bru lah masing2 dah pandai bahagi-bahagi kan otak kita hahahha....bila nak jadi gila-gila,...bila nak serius....bila ada feeling to someone ...hehhehe...usha mengusha org .....well kat sekolah memang all out...sebab masing-masing bila balik rumah xda kawan....nak gila-gila pun dkat sekolah ja boleh....and masa kita hang out together...
sekarang pon dah boleh nampak our perangai dah change sikit-sikit....yg jadi adviser....yang jdi dr.love....yg jadi matchmaker pon ada...memang entah apa-apa....

even kita dah start think like grown up perangai gila-gila kitaorg will not hilang....when evryone's together we'll become strong....byk kepala yang gila2....anything can happen when we're together...things that u guys cant imagine kitaorg akan buat.....memang terbaik lah!!!



SDK RULES!!!!!

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holiday baby!

assalamualaikum!!!

Holiday dah start!!!! aaaahhh....first day of holiday....as usual sblum holiday mesti exam....so about exam....arghhhh sedih those killer subject memang killer yg kejam ...ahhh seriusly its really hard...
bio paper 2 ok...paper 3 & 1 hush....kimia physic ohhhhh memang memerah otak gila.....last jwb pn x habis...addmath lgi lah....gila btol...haih....

ok stop with all those things.....plan for cuti nih

1) cari resepi baru n try all....i mean all of it...heheh
2)tidur sepuas-puasnya
3)habiskan novel yang pinjam dri ehan
4) learn something new
5)lyan perasaan....in anyway...
6)menuntut dengan sifu
7)jalan2 ngn friends
8)try dance..hehe
9)blogging
10)facebooking
11)GAMES of coz!!
12)try to keraskan hati-Dr. S
13)i'll try to ignore him-cdagn Dr s....

hmm i think tu ja kot for this holiday....prkembangn about Mr.C he's nice....
hmm.....ahhhhh mcm mana nih....i've make i deal with my friend...deal yang haaaaaah....mmg hampeh gla....
msa 18 plk tu haihhh.....hope i'll win dpt lunch free  ^_^...


hmmm strategi dah ada i hope i'll make it.....wish me all the best haaah...

1thn setengah lagi....insyaallah... :)



junior2....sabar2 lah ye....jangan buat kerja gila sudah na..nak usha puluh2 kali pn usha lah asalkan x menganggu sdah....jgn bwat kerja gila mcm mamat tu sudah sampai bila pn x lyn dah klu bdk tu ckp...sapa sruh cri pasal kan.....unfriend terus baru padan....haahh...nak tulis panjang x boleh nanti terkantoi....

ok thats all ...
akan di'update' spanjang cuti nih insyaallah

Happy sweet 16 to my friend n happy birthday to my cousin...
wish u 2 gud luck in evrything ....

tata - ^_^

-harap2 berjaya...please be my baby..uhhh hahah lgu lah

now

Assalamualaikum...:)

hi ...so story kli nih is about what i feel....rite now..since i know the real thing ...hmmm at first im like laugh all the time....over n over n over again....evry since that person move or sit or whatever....ksian dia....but seriuosly i laugh because i never imagine bila people around me in love or....confess or anything about LOVE...

tp memang aq prnah fikir if one of us in L_ _ _ jd mcm mna....tapi x boleh bcoz i never had that experience...

lwak lah....ntah la apa yg jadi if  aq ada kat tempat diaorg....seriouslyi will laugh to myself...believe me its better than aq dok termenung  sorg2...kan...tapi sekarang that thing dah hampir berlaku....not to me...kot...but to org around me...hahaha

if aq jadi mcm tu ....if la aq sendiri x tau apa yang akan jadi....apa lagi ke consultant lah haha Dr.S...

it seems like evryone sekarang ada their own interets kan..so...i'll keep it sorg2 lah.....

okay now bakc to me...aq ada something nk ckp to Mr.C ..if apa yang u write tu betul deep from your heart ...thank you for saying that...actually im appreciate what u said....thanks a lot...xpa nanti i'll make u a special one...wahhh hahahah ...alah slow2 lah..hahha....tp seriously u're easy to be friend with...wlaupun mula knal dah gaduh but it ended ok....tp belum end lagi lah....hope so...aq x mau kata apa coz if aq kta nnt that thing x btul how kan....so biarkan that thing slow2 come to me....alah brapa tahun ja lg kan...hahah

tak pa ...biar lambat asalkan selamat.....

orang cakap hati perempuan nih senang cair... walaupun 1 perkataan yang sweet! n boleh membuatkan hati a girl tu tersentuh dia akan ada feeling towards that person...x kiralah samada suka as friend or whatever....tp i if aq rsa that kind of feeling i'll try to push it away....because its not the time yet

apa2 ja lah...exam dah dekat...just forget about this thing seketika.....lpas exam kita start balik...if i still remember lah or something happen till i remembered again bnda2 yg pernah berlaku...

okay whatever.....nite2!!

-weirdness membelenggu-

sorry pinky!n Mr C nevermind if u sidu untuk tunggu well good luck!

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